Received some news today that made me feel quite.... Unsettled.

I was going to go for 'bitter' but it's not quite that bad. However, it's also not as mild as a mere 'unsettled' either.

I don't know.

Just have to wait and see.

But today, I am grateful for friends who honour friendship over anything else.

"Job can find another one. Best friend cannot."

about 8 years too late

"You know of the few people I regret being on the bad side of, I think the one that I regret the most was the one that cost me the chance to go out with you."

Why is it only in retrospect that people regret what they could have had? 

So silly to not have treasured it when you had the chance to, no?

"but we have no morals, what"

'Cheerful moping'- that's what Debbie and I did last night over dinner and morally incorrect conversations about the biggest problems in our lives, asking each other 'how?' over and over and yet still managing to spend two-thirds of the time busting our asses laughing.

Because really- despite all that shit, there's still a lot to be grateful for.

It's been a really, really long year.

countdown

"Sometimes we live like we have forever.

We have long cold wars.

We fight and don't make peace.

We put off talking about the important things till the next day or week or month.

But out there reality is otherwise.

There are babies who can't breathe without a ventilator.

Little kids with an expiry date on their kidneys.

Cancers that eat away at life savings and family members.

Ex-smokers who fucked up their lungs so bad they can't go two sentences without coughing, or heart failure patients whose hearts are so weak they can't lie down flat at night cos it floods their lungs and they can't breathe.

We don't have infinity.

Every moment counts.

What don't you get?"

(Source)

donnasaur

full of nonsense and good advice xx

"Not a fan of surprises?"

"On the contrary actually. I am very much a surprises kind of girl."

"there should be a law somewhere that limits grief. a rule book that says its alright to wake up sobbing like a wreck, but only for a week. that after one month you will no longer feel this twist in your guts and rapid heartbeats when you think of him. there will be no fine imposed if you throw away all things that remind you of him cuz it cuts you fresh again to see it. that it is okay to measure the time he’s gone, the same way we once measured the time we had been together."
- Rozz.

S: "I am so fed up with my family"
A: "study hard, get a stable job and then let them disown you"

sounds like a plan bbygirl

"Will you have dinner with me this weekend?"
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