I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and being depressed, because I'm ready to start living again. I'm freaking turning 21. I should be having the time of my life. Not worrying about things beyond my control, things that I shouldn't have to deal with until I'm much older, if ever.

I hope I never have to deal with this ever again.

But for now, I'm ready to start living my life again.

Stronger than ever. And ever so grateful to my friends for picking me up :)

"everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent night’s sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a loveless landscape, hoping desperately that their circumstances will improve, but suspecting, in their heart of hearts, that they will remain unloved forever."

- lemony snicket

i’m falling into a perfect apathy, your words and memory are floating away, almost as though i never cared for you



almost

Vivitar UWS x Konica Pan 100

save tonight
we'll fight the break of dawn
come tomorrow


before we know it I'll be gone.