disgruntled

I constantly find myself at the bottom of the Pyramid of Screaming. I'm always being screamed at and if there's one other thing other than being slapped in the face that really unleashes my violent streak, it's being screamed at in my face. It's annoying, it's rude, and it's bloody unhygienic.

It doesn't matter where I work, there's always some crazy person screaming at me. Purchasing a 20$ ticket does not make you very big, nor does it buy you the right to scream in my face. I really fucking hate it when people come late and expect to be let in immediately, and then scream at me when I explain that they have to wait for the latecomer's queue. I feel like just punching them in the face and screaming back at them DON'T FUCKING SCREAM AT ME YOU STUPID WHORE. But then I'd get fired and I'd be jobless in addition to having been screamed at.

I silently fume all the way home,where I get screamed at again because as the youngest, I am, by default, at the bottom of the pyramid of screaming.

So I bite my tongue and go downstairs and kick some cats.

I hate that no one takes me seriously just cos of my age when I am perfectly competent at what I do. Age does not equate to wisdom, knowledge, or competence, and just because you are jealous that I have lesser wrinkles than you does not allow you to treat me with any less respect.

ANGRY.

Gonna be busy as hell for the next 2 months, but I'm looking forward to being exhausted. It's been way too long since my schedule was this packed. Right, off to bed xx

(I was kidding about the cats btw. I just go for combat class and punch and chop away all my anger PLEASE DON'T ABUSE ANIMALS.)