I have no respect for guys who order their girlfriends around and expect them to do as they say. I have even lesser respect for the girls who allow themselves to be pushed around.

I don't understand why some girls are willing to throw away every inch of their self-respect, dignity and pride over a man. Is it worth throwing everything that represents all that you are away for someone who takes it and tramples all over it? Wake up sweetie, it's not worth it.

S: "I am so fed up with my family"
A: "study hard, get a stable job and then let them disown you"

sounds like a plan bbygirl

mediocre

my middle name.

blah blah blahhhhhh

I really need to get my act together and stop dicking around with my life before I lose every single good thing that has happened to me this year. Everything just landed in front of my face and working out without any of my input. And I am somewhat terrified that once I start actively doing things I will wind up messing something up because I have a tendency for doing things like that. 2008 was a shitty year and 2009 has to be a good year, if only to make up for that. It has to be.

On a separate note though, I fucking hate being thrown ultimatums it SUCKS why can't people just fucking compromise? Especially when it's their own flipping indecision in the first place that put me in this state. Just cos I have one thing does not mean I completely cannot have another. If life works the way things are now and we're okay why change things why make me choose?! Fucking retarded. Asadafdfksdafjkldsfklsf.

for J

"you can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could’ve, would’ve happened… or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on"
tupac shakur

best fucking piece of advice i've ever heard (from tupac no less) stop thinking about it and let it be, it will come back to you. if all else fails i'm always here. love you.