"Do not invest in another, more than they are willing to invest in themselves."
Today I very nearly almost did, but I remembered a vow I made to myself a few years ago, never to build anyone up at my own expense ever again.
I should not be fighting harder than you are for your interests.
I should not sacrifice myself to build you up.
And I will not.
I'm not sure how I feel right now.
I cannot help but feel the stirrings of resentment that I've mentioned before that I think eventually this will tear us apart and I still feel like there is so little effort made.
But I also don't lash out anymore.
Maybe over time I truly care less and less.
Again, not sure how I feel about this.
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