I don't feel anything anymore.
I don't feel any resentment for people I don't like, I'd rather just walk away from a situation and let people forget me than to be fucked to muster up the energy for a confrontation and to be angry with people, the prospect of a good night out doesn't excite me, happiness is so... fleeting. I can't remember the last time I was genuinely excited. Like really heart-quietly-thumping-in-anticipation kind of excited, not just wow-omg-yay excitement.
I can't remember the last time I felt any depth of emotion.
I feel like I'm just existing, and surely that can't be a good way to live life.
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