Has it really been almost a week since I last posted? Time passes by way too quickly these days.
I have so much to say sometimes I feel like my heart is going to explode. So much on the tip of my tongue but I cannot and will not force them out...
I was having a conversation with D and XX yesterday and we reached a common consensus- 'When you like someone, somehow or another your instinctive reaction is to try your hardest to make that person jealous. It's always the same.' How true, how true.
What to do what to do what to do. Too much to face up to, so much that my heart cannot handle. I promised myself I'd face up to it before the year is up and yet here I am, 5 days away from December and still pretending it does not exist.
Christmas is coming. Wallets are emptied. Happiness is multiplied. Loneliness is amplified.
And it's even worse when the one that you want is so near yet so far.
Hurhurrrrr I sound so melancholic. Life is actually perfectly peachy.
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