Repetition changes nothing.
It hurts more, yet less each time.
Determination is a strong suit of mine but at the end of the day, I still get hit by the same landslide of insignificance into this brick wall of inadequacy. Over and over. Someone show me the point in trying so hard?
The only constant is what work erases. Time passes so quick when life gets hectic. Busy is good. Exhaustion is better.
What am I fighting for? You would think immense desire would be reason enough to fight for what you want, but-
Always a but.
So drained tonight.
2 steps forward, 5 steps back.
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