Some days it just feels like I'm going through the motions, and it feels like I'm not really living, at all.
I'm happy on a really basic level- freelance work is pretty steady, I start a new full time job in a couple of weeks. Things with B are finally back on track after weeks of fighting (I hope), I'm financially doing okay, I'm spending time with my friends and having a social life. I'm saving money and planning ahead and hopefully moving out in a couple of months. But I can't help but feel like I'm stuck in this plateau of a life and I don't quite know how to get out because, in the first place, I don't know what wrong and what's causing this dissatisfaction.
Can't help but feel like so much is a facade and there is nothing I want more than to be genuine about my life.
So, the real question is, WHAT AM I EVEN UNHAPPY ABOUT???
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