itsladylazarus

I don't understand why I constantly worry about being sensitive, about trying to keep things from people to prolong their joy, to keep them from being upset. I don't know why I feel the constant need to protect, and shield people from information. At the end of the day it's all going to come out, everything's going to blow up, and people are going to find out and judge. And it's not like I really give a shit what they think, cos the people who matter to me would've been the first few to know.

I don't know why I bother trying to be sensitive and be tactful, when other people aren't.

It doesn't make sense to be nice anymore.

So forget it; people can judge all the want.

I know who I care about, I am constantly surrounded by people who love me, and all they want from me is to be happy.

And I am. With the people I love, I am.