thank you for the confirmation. i should have known better, should have been smarter, wiser, more mature, seen what it is as it is. the writing was on the wall, i just didn’t want to see it - i see that now.
it is what it is and no amount of delulu is ever going to change that. so stop daydreaming, stop fantasizing. just stop.
i should have known better. i mean nothing. and therefore you will mean nothing.