peonies

iridescent
linkin park

when you were standing in the wake of devastation
when you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
with the cataclysm raining down, insides crying save me now
you were there and possibly alone.

and in the burst of light that blinded every angel
as if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
you felt the gravity of temper grace falling into empty space
no one there to catch you in their arms

do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.

She may not be able to tell you how it hurt, she may still be blaming herself for a million things that aren’t her fault, but know that it’s true. Know that you took someone who was willing to put their faith in others and taught them to be wary and cold. Know that one day, she will find someone who loves her the way she deserves to be loved, and she will have the kind of happiness she deserves. But please know, most of all, that when she has those wonderful things–it will be in spite of you.

http://thoughtcatalog.com/2011/to-the-one-who-broke-her-heart

IZZIE:
What About me? What about me when you go into the light?

DENNY:
Izzie—

IZZIE (SOBBING):
No! I get it, OK? I get it! You’ll be OK, you’ll be fine, but what about me?! So don’t do it for yourself, do it for me! Please? Please, Denny! Please do this for me! Because if you die—Oh, God! You have to do this! You have to do this for me, or I’ll never be able to forgive you!

DENNY:
For dying?

IZZIE:
No! For making me love you!

I know it is a bad thing to break a promise, but i think now that it is a worse thing to let a promise break you.

Jennifer Donnelly