Why the fuck is everyone in my fucking life so irresponsible and why the fuck am I always the one fucking paying the price for everyone else’s irresponsibility! I’m so fucking fed up of always being the one expected to fix things. No one tells me anything, and at the end of the day its treated like its expected of me and its my ‘duty’ to fix things when I don’t even know what the fuck is going on. Its so fucking frustrating.
Fuck everybody its like these days people just have zero consideration for other people and how they may feel
Monday, May 30, 2011
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Wednesday, May 25, 2011
hahahahahahaha. Everyone’s so quick to judge.
It’s so easy to say things like “oh things come and go” “you have to move on with life” “you deserve better” “you’re stronger than this”
You wait until you have the most important thing in your life forcibly TAKEN from you. You don’t get a say. You don’t get a choice. You don’t get to choose. It’s just TAKEN.
Nothing you can do, or say. Nothing helps with the pain. You know where its all going to end and you have no control over it. It’s YOUR LIFE and you don’t get a say. And you have no one to tell, no one who understands, no one who will ever really know how it feels.
You try.
And then you come and tell me how it feels. Tell me how you feel.
Even the strongest will fall.
It’s so easy to judge. Fuck all of you.
It’s so easy to say things like “oh things come and go” “you have to move on with life” “you deserve better” “you’re stronger than this”
You wait until you have the most important thing in your life forcibly TAKEN from you. You don’t get a say. You don’t get a choice. You don’t get to choose. It’s just TAKEN.
Nothing you can do, or say. Nothing helps with the pain. You know where its all going to end and you have no control over it. It’s YOUR LIFE and you don’t get a say. And you have no one to tell, no one who understands, no one who will ever really know how it feels.
You try.
And then you come and tell me how it feels. Tell me how you feel.
Even the strongest will fall.
It’s so easy to judge. Fuck all of you.
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Monday, May 23, 2011
It’s been a very trying time.
My sister sent me a verse as encouragement yesterday. Today, I decide to visit Lj for the first time in ages, and one of my friends posted the exact same verse.
Psalm 46
1 God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble.
2 Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way
and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea
3 though its waters roar and foam
and the mountains quake with their surging.
7 The Lord Almighty is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress.
Coincidence? I think not. Affirmation? Definitely.
Thank You God. Despite everything… thank You. For your grace and mercy, for giving me the strength to have come this far, and for not abandoning your child in her time of need though she is flawed. Thank You for your sustenance, and thank You for your providence in my time of need.
Never been more grateful.
My sister sent me a verse as encouragement yesterday. Today, I decide to visit Lj for the first time in ages, and one of my friends posted the exact same verse.
Psalm 46
1 God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble.
2 Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way
and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea
3 though its waters roar and foam
and the mountains quake with their surging.
7 The Lord Almighty is with us;
the God of Jacob is our fortress.
Coincidence? I think not. Affirmation? Definitely.
Thank You God. Despite everything… thank You. For your grace and mercy, for giving me the strength to have come this far, and for not abandoning your child in her time of need though she is flawed. Thank You for your sustenance, and thank You for your providence in my time of need.
Never been more grateful.
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